Brain fog. Leg pain. Intense anxiety about how to juggle my life and work full time on second shift.
Do I get to say no? Do I get to have a break? How can I somehow get some relief before having a complete breakdown?
I’ve felt like a complete idiot for the last few years as my brain fog seems to get worse and worse. I’m only 24, so I can’t tell people that and have them believe me. My job is absolutely affected and I don’t know what to do.
Physically I can handle my pain about 70% of the time. I guess 100% of the time because I never let it be an excuse. It’s easier that way.
My hormones are out of whack. There’s no solution for sleeping. Everything feels like a mess. I feel hopeless.
Unless I have a complete meltdown, I don’t see a way of anything happening to help.
Maybe if I was older. Or had a limp. Or something people could actually see.
I don’t know what to do.
Shortened rant… and I don’t feel good about posting this…